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29

May

the best gift


I remember the time I saw Powie a few minutes right after his surgery. With tube in his mouth, his breathing still, he laid there, helpless from himself and helpless from the world. My heart ached as I first laid eyes on him, tears welled up my eyes as I moved closer to feel his presence by my touch. It was a heartbreaking moment because my baby had to experience pain and at the same time a thankful moment because I was able to save his life the last minute before things get worst than worse by making the decision for him to undergo surgery (castration).

I remember Powie recovering.. his senses coming back to life but not completely. He laid there still with cats who also went under surgery, all asleep from general anesthesia. Pow looks around, helpless and could only go near the sleeping cat beside him by moving his face and have a sniff.

I remember Powie still in the process of recovering.. Dra. Lav carried and took him to the couch, for us to stay with him as he continues to recover. I remember that look, Powie’s look into my eyes, while his body remain helpless. That loving look that awed me as I made my promise that I will never ever leave his side and will do anything for him until the end, no matter what happens.

I remember Powie, recovering still, after an hour.. He couldn’t move, not having muscular control. All groggy as he tries to stand up only to fall back in the end. Powie remained helpless, standing and trying to walk like a drunk. And this went for still an an hour. 

Powie’s home and his presence made me feel im really home. You see, home is not a home when a family member isn’t there with you. That’s how it felt when we left him under Dra. Lav’s care as he was prepared for the surgery.

Dra. Lav saved Powie’s life, yet, the second time around. I’m more than grateful for Pow’s vet, as I believe, she’s an instrument God has sent our way, our lives. And I couldn’t thank her enough when all I could give is my simple “thank you” from the heart. 


 

Tonight as I type all this at 3:40AM, Pow’s beside me sleeping soundly..

I know Pow’s in pain but what I also do know is that, it’s the best gift i gave him: he’s neutered. Sleep well little puppy, you have a long & happy life ahead of you :)

27

May

you smile, i smile


it’s one of those funny moments busty and i shared in this photo fail :))


 

25

May

i dont know, but i think i still secretly like you


when i thought im through with this

23

May

this is the beginning of my dream come true :)

22

May

together, the possibilities for us are just ridiculous. so what do you say? shall we give it a go, mate?

12

May

i try not to think more of it


because i know, it can never be.

11

May

cause you give me something that makes me scared, alright


it’s at this point where i know that if things were different, if you weren’t there and if i weren’t here, if we somehow had met in the midst of things, i’d be falling in love with you. i’d be entirely enamored by your presence in my life. i’d let myself indulge in all that you are and i’d have no inhibitions about being with you in ways that i’ve never been with anyone before. i’d be absolutely certain about you when i’m never certain about much at all.

27

Apr

highly engaged analysts :)

Gyn, Kit, Justine (Production Analysts, EMEA)


what i like about this photo is our projection of being a highly engaged TW associate. a big difference that we do, not only internally, but mostly externally , when we help organizations to get their people’s drives to be highly engaged as well.

22

Apr

Whoever said you can’t buy happiness forgot little puppies. — Gene Hill


He is your friend, your partner, your defender, your dog. You are his life, his love, his leader. He will be yours, faithful and true, to the last beat of his heart. You owe it to him to be worthy of such devotion.



 

01

Apr

:(


i only wish they’ll stay with us for always..

and i really hate those ppl who keep complaining next door. what the F! ang yabang niyo naman, as if you know everything. dont need your opinion, okay? if you’ll get cancer, you’ll get cancer. and if you’ll die, just accept the fact that you will freakin’ die.

oh, btw.. did you just know that you
r suggestion of a sack is not of a sane human mind?! ughhh, f*cking irritating!!